Monday, December 17, 2012

妈,我爱你!:')

现在写这个文的同时,我不懂几时会得空了。
最近很忙很忙,下次到底又会是几时,我不知道。

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人的生命,还真的很脆弱。
玻璃碎了,还可以买新的。
东西不见了,还是可以找回的。
如果人死了,是你一生人中都找不回的,买不回的。
我只能说:“世事难料。”
这几个星期,还真的不知道怎样活过来。
平常那些你都习惯见的人,如果突然有一天消失了,那是多么可怕的事?

之前,我真的选择逃避。宁愿迟回家,不想面对家中的一切。
宁愿假装什么都不知道,扮的一切都不在乎的样子。
其实我真的不知道该做些什么,每次见他们都眼红红...
都会想到自己是不是很冷血?我就是那个没有眼睛红红的...

这几天,都见了不少亲戚。一个两个走的时候都是拥有同样的眼神。
每次看见这种眼神,自己虽然也想哭。
可是我不想哭,我不想在妈妈面前崩溃。我知道妈妈最担心我。。。
所以,无论如何,都要笑。
我不懂这样的我,到底给了大家怎样的印象。
我只是知道,今天和姐姐(表哥的女友)聊天的时候,被她称赞我是个很特别的女孩。
“很多人遇见这种情况时,都已经崩溃/不知所措。唯有你,还可以很冷静。”
她也没有忘记补上一句:“看得出你是个很有耐心的人。”
这句话的,到底包含的意思是什么,我不知道。
耐心,很少人这样说我,因为我清楚明白自己的性格是如何。
其实那时候很想告诉姐姐,我没有你们想象中那么坚强。
在坚强的背后,到底拥有着怎样的伤痛,无人知道。

一天比一天的虚弱,一天比一天的瘦。
连讲话的模糊了,连睡觉的时候都会自言自语了,
连神智也不清醒了,连话题都可以回到20年前的东西。
其实心里有数了,只是大家都不肯去接受这事实吧。
不是不肯接受,应该是说没有想过那么快吧。
是我看得太透,还是太无知了?
如果让别人知道我有这种想法,是否会憎恨我?
有时候,真的很希望妈妈能早一点什么,好让她不再那么辛苦。
好让她从一切的痛苦中找到解脱。
可是,我也很矛盾的希望她能活久一点。

生活,并不是靠你的意志力强就能生存的一种原则。

我只是想说:“妈,一路来,谢谢你的相伴。这18年以来,我们当然有闹过,吵过,笑过,哭过;不过我很庆幸有你在。因为你,我体会到人生大道理也体会到凡事都要对得起自己还有良心,脚要踏实地,还有就是我已经长大了!不需你为我而操心了!你安心好吗?:) 身边的人看到你那么痛苦,也不尽默默地在掉泪。就连很少探望你的二哥,忽然哭了。可见他也和我一样,选择逃避了。等到事情严重了,才会发现事情的严重性。

在所有人的眼中,你就是个很强的女人,也很固执(某方面)。
在我眼中,你和普通的女人一样,都是一样脆弱的。
有几次,你在我面前哭了。我也不知该怎么安慰,只能静静等你发泄完才走。
最怕就是拿纸巾给你,因为你一定会以那种凶恶的眼神看着我然后把纸巾抢过来。 X.X
妈,我最开心的时候就是和你一起看戏,还有弄饼干/月饼的时候!
制作饼干虽然很辛苦,可是就是很有默契的。一转眼,就弄好了。:D

妈,不知道我有没有对你说过“我爱你”?如果没有,很希望你能听到我的心声。
无论过去有很多的不满,不过我还是那个你最疼爱的女儿。:D
妈,能不能好起来啊?能不能给我一个奇迹啊?12月通常都是代表着Magic.


女儿,琪    上
2012年12月17日
凌晨12点49分

Monday, November 12, 2012

My 1st Academic Rewards

On fri which is on the 9th of Nov.
I was invited for the academic's reward for scoring good grades in my sem1.
Well, I didnt expect anything since my family said my grades is consider low.
It's a real shock when I receive letter. LOL
Furthermore, I was never the type of the nerd kind of ppl.
My studies were never great in my highschool. = ="

Even when I get the letter, my family will give me the face like *unbelievable*
Well, kinda disappoints me with their reaction. =/
It's like the feeling of you'll never be good enough for them.
No matter what you do, it's just not good enough.

Oh well, like I said. It's just a very small ceremony
n give me certificate for scoring good grades.
All you have to do is just went up on the stage n shake hands with any of the VIPs
and smile to the camera for duno how many secs then walked down.
N yea, I dun even know if my dad got take any photos. Hahahaha.

I only got one pic btw, from my fren's instagram. :)


There's only four of us that represent our E-class. *shocked*
Cause others classes like a lot. =___= Omggggg.
All 4 of us got Dean's Honor Roll, which is scoring a CGPA of 3.5 and above.
I found out that if you score 4.0, it'll be President's Honor Roll.
I think our class will aim that in this coming sem. #teehee

That's all for today. :P
Cya readers n take care! It's been raining daily... =/


-MsKay
-12/11/12
-1.47pm
A woman's beauty is actually confidence.

Dream big while you're still a kid.
-Sailor Moon

Late update : Yeo's factory [2/11]

Hmm yea.. it's been long since I update sth.
So damn lazy and so freaking busy. = ="

Right, gonna update abt the Yeo's factory.

After class, we went to PJ's old town.
PS : It's not old town white coffee, it's actually a food court.
But every1 called it old town, I wonder why?
Oh well, the MOST famous is the ice kacang of cuz,
but I din eat la, just act like I save money.

Then, it's heavy rain. Bwahaha. =__=
Nth funny abt it since me and jason got splash by a car.
Once again, thx jason.. if it wasnt for him, I'll be soaked like him. #LOL
Reached Yeo's factory, Take a lot of random photos.

N we did a video.
Video is not with me, it's with jezz since he's gonna edit it.
PS : We made a video cause of our business presentation... >w<

Well, tired tired tired. N ....let me check which photos can be viewed by u guys. :P









Sorry readers, a lot cannot be viewed due to we need to be secret until my presentation is over.
So sad that every1 gonna miss the funniest part. D:
Hehehe. So I guess that's all?

-MsKay
-12/11/12
-1.29pm
Left one more month... Hmm... wondering what should I get?
Btw, got my ICT results, I get 10.8 for my test 2! God damn happy
eventhough it's not the top yet. :S

Statistic test went okok, but many questions careless mistakes lo *sob sob*
And and my econs went ok i think? Just wandering what did the teacher think?

Now left accounts & business studies. Wish me luck. >w<

Saturday, October 27, 2012

I won't give up! :)

Right... Really gonna update less for these few weeks.
Super duper busy la!!! ='(
But I won't give up, that's a promise to myself! :D
I'll work my best for finals n everything!!!

IT assignment, I'm gonna try everything I could to screw u down! Bwahhaa
Hope can finish as fast as we could, seriously this is OMG. haha

Acc assignment, it's still remain untouched!! :(
Since too busy IT assignment & business presentation!
Really duno what to do edi. </3...

Business presentation
Starting to collect infos, yet havent do any slides.
Also waiting to die..zzzz

Econs test 2
Really, I will squeeze any free time in my schedule
so that I will be able to catch up. If not test 2 gonna fail!! :(
Test 1 edi more than I expected, but still, teacher said I can do better.!
So I must do my best instead of trying!!!

4 in 1.
What doesnt kill u makes u stronger right?
I WILL SURVIVE!!! :D:D
Pls give me all ur support! bwahhaa


-MsKay
-27/10/12
-4.34pm
累,并不是我的阻碍;它只不过是个心理。
-四叶草




Friday, October 19, 2012

Late post (5/10)

Alright, readers can hit me all you want. = ="
Feeling bad for not updating for like almost 3 weeks?! Hahaha ._.
I know i know, assignments, test & quiz is not an excuse for not updating blog.

Hmm, this post is nth much but just updating some photos about Ah Wen's bday celebration.
Oh well, I found it accidentally that her bday just passed.
So we quickly thought of a plan by tricking her to karaoke then we'll give her a SURPRISE! :D
We did surprise her since she never thought we would celebrate.
*maybe she thought we forgot* lolx

Anyway, we all had a really fun session.
What's more it's not only for Ah Wen's bday celebration,
it also can counted as celebration of having mid-term break. :D:D

Here goes the photos!















-MsKay
-19/10/12
-8.23am
如果你有鸭梨 (压力),把它放冰箱裡,它就会变成冻梨 (动力)
-Facebook

讲多错多。宁可沉默,也不愿被人误会。=)



Madilyn Bailey

Alright, gonna write a post about Madilyn Bailey, a very famous YouTube singers.
I randomly know her from Calvin, who gave me the link of one of her famous songs.
I really got astonish n truly madly deeply fallen in love with her at first voice. LOL!

Well, I do hope you all would go n listen to her covers.
Most of her songs are quite nice since she has a really good vocal. Bwahahha!
Especially those songs that has rapping, SHE OWNED THE WORLD. 









Alright... X.X Rest of her covers u all just check it out la!

-MsKay
-19/10/12
-7.59am
如果你愿意,我会陪你一起奋斗...
-Twitter

陈芳语(Kimberly)歌迷聚会

中秋节那晚,也就是9月30号。
Kar Yan邀请我去Kimberly的聚会,因为她获得两张免费的票。
而且是在MidValley RedBox VIP Room
不就去咯~还以为是签名会~ 怎知。。。。被骗了!囧

好了,整个过程只有大约半个小时而已。
Kimberly进来,唱月亮圆的歌~
玩下游戏,送海报(我算是幸运儿获得吧?囧),然后继续玩游戏。
游戏只有2-3个,然后拍大合照。过后就没了!
是不是有被骗的感觉咧???X.X
唉,算了。拍了一些很模糊的照片而已~哈哈





囧,其实呢,本人不收海报的~因为根本不知道要放在哪里 ._.
如果有谁要告诉我一声好了,免费的!放心~哈哈哈

-MsKay
-19/10/12
-7.45am


Monday, October 1, 2012

Music rules my world. x)

看来已经有9天没回来了。 *facepalm*
我怎么可以这样?=___=
可是也不要期待今天会有很长的故事,
老实告诉你,现在8点,我等下就要去学校了。囧!
今天只是想为大家介绍些歌。。
很久没有介绍了!!XDDD 每次想介绍都忘记。。。zzzz
喜欢就听下吧~ =3












1/10/12
8.17pm
Happy Belated Mid-Autumn Festival!!! :)
Will update soon abt that since this year a bit special.
I celebrate with a singer which is Kimberly.
It's a short story no worries.! :D
cya, take care!

Would you be my baby, we should be a pair.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Shila Amzah : The Winner of Asian Wave 2012




Whooots.! :D So proud of her. She has an amazing voice. =)
The best part is she sang 3 languages of songs which is malay, english and chinese.
Not every1 can do it unless they got the heart.
Just have to say, M'sian is so proud of you Shila! =D


-MsKay
-21/9/12
-10.52pm
就这样被你征服,切断了所有退路~~

Sunday, September 16, 2012

中学5A8の聚会

事情过了那么久才来写文,好像有点迟?
不过大家不要怪我啦。。这个星期确实很忙下。= =”
这几天的睡眠,都不超过5个小时。我还竟然破了有史以来第一次在班上睡觉。
虽说我在中学时代天天睡觉,不过大学,还真的头一次睡。D:
醒来后,竟然被朋友笑。。。囧!还说我很yeng,抱着书包睡。你的书包变成了你的枕头!
哈哈哈!我自己听到后都不禁大笑起来。
可是,很无辜咯!!!!= = 我才睡了那10++分钟!

好啦好啦,归回正题~

星期四 [13/9]

聚会呢,是9月9号的时候无端端说要办的。
结果,时间地点那些,都是要经过投票。最多的那个就赢了。
也就是13号,在Kuchai的Chilli Padi用餐~
她们起初就说6点要到,刚好那天有课到4点,先载nichole回家,才载林洁一起回家。
回到家都4点半了,还要冲凉那些,吹头发那些。= =
搞得没有时间休息就5点50分要出门。

去到Chilli Padi都已经迟了20分钟,因为塞车。。哈哈哈~
怎知,我们竟然是最早到的!真是的。。早知道6点出门 = =
过后当然陆陆续续见到熟悉的脸孔咯~ :) Chanel 真的瘦了很多很多~焕然一新的感觉~
遇到昭慧,全部以为她长高了,可是再仔细观察,她在穿高跟鞋啦!哈哈!

之后呢,大致上的人都来了,只剩老师。还以为老师迷路了,因为刚刚问路。囧!
可是老师本来就是住在附近而已,怎么可能迷路呢?哈哈~
大家就叫东西吃咯,边吃边等老师~
老师来了,昭慧就说要全部人都报告自己的近况。=___="
人家保密的好好,现在就要告诉她们我在哪里读!唉~ 全班只有我和fabian读INTI。
然后就是,懂我在INTI读的同学,只有脑残帮的姐妹知道而已~

算了。= = 大家吃饱后,能做的事情当然拍照啦~ 剩下的不说啦~
有拍照为我代劳,哈哈!
过后呢,回的时候载楚君回家咯!就这样,呵呵!:D:D















班长~~

两个在搞怪~哈哈

谋杀啊~!!!

两个在斗谁的眼睛比较大~哈哈


昭慧在崇拜伟尊的高度,哈哈!


呵呵,准备好了吗?大合照来呢!!!


Oppa Gangnam Style. =P




不懂为什么,看见这张照片真的情不自禁的大笑起来!囧!
他们的表情,真的太可爱了!XD


-MsKay
-7.45pm
其实还有更多搞笑的照片,实在难以全部都呈现上来。。。
不过,希望你们喜欢啦!=D

回忆,在于心。简简单单的聚会,便很开心了。:) ♥
5A8,友谊来的不易,只希望大家还能办这样的聚会。
就这样。。。=) You brighten up my day!